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Yes, 21. No longer a second class citizen.

This is probably going to be my last blog here. I'm blogging somewhere else if you want to follow me there. infinite_wasted, this was directed to you. If you want, try blogging on the site I'm on now.

I hope you guys well on your finals and happy holidays.

I'm still alive.

I just finished watching MR.BRAIN. Ugh, now I'm in total SMAP mode. (how random...). My ears are burning, but with happiness.



Also, re-reading lyrics of songs I liked as a teenager. Night Deluxe really? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPTIPTyq-ow) "If you were my partner while playing boardgames, gonna make me wet" or something like that? WTF. hahaha. A lot of these songs actually had nice lyrics though, surprisingly.

I should be studying for my political science midterm. Damn nostalgia and youtube and it's distractions. I miss the days when life was this simple.

I don't know how to feel about some things.

I don't know how I "should" feel about these things, which is the problem itself--I want someone to just tell me the right side to join, because I don't like having to stand up, stick out, and face the possibility of criticism.

Emotionally, I can't separate the notions of "opposite" and "enemy". I don't really see myself finally internalizing it for years to come, either.

It's just bothering me more, lately, because I'm kind of directly affected now.



On an unrelated note, wtf happened to my cute vaporeon mood theme? :(

I am having the toughest time right now trying to focus. I can't seem to focus on the material. Maybe I should take a nap and try again later. >.>

One more day until I finish my MSF course. If I pass the riding portion, then I'll get my M1 license. Hopefully before I turn 21. It's a race against time!

As posted before, I got a new coat. I can't bet Russian quality with a stick. A plus, it fits me perfectly. I got it for only 12.50. Gotta love half off sales at Thrift stores. What a good day.

The OChem study group went pretty well. I am just tired and worn out. That's probably adding to my lack of focus. And maybe I need to get dinner. We'll see...

Here's the run down. Organic Chemistry, Monday, Evolution, Tuesday, Psychology, Thursday. Then I'm home free.

Ugh, I feel quite... lackluster...

I really am. But at the same time, I want the independence and the rush I get from it. Plus, I can save miles to get to work, someday. Decisions, decisions...